There are moments when our faith is being tested.
The challenge we face is whether we are being truthful with ourselves or seeing life through the lens of how we wish it would be. I fully understand this dilemma as I went from living with my family in a house to living in my car. Even though I told myself that I was doing everything I could, there were deeper feeling states which were yelling at me to take notice.
I learned, through my 2.5 year study program with the Institute for Intuitive Intelligence, that when I am in fear, guilt, shame or other low-vibing states, my decisions and choices are made from fear-based, trauma-informed intuition or gut choices. They are reaction based versus response oriented. Huge difference as it turns out. I had to face the facts and face down my pride to admit that I was up sh*t creek and I needed help. This was the turning point.
At times, I was super excited and felt on-track and as if all possibilities were within reach. Things flowed and worked out…for a while. Then the same old low-vibe pattern would play out through the reality of my life and it was ‘here we go again.’
If you resonate with this, celebrate!
You have a starting point that will lead you deeper into who you truly are and help you break out of the rut you are in. Ask yourself what the deeper message is that your life is trying to communicate to you. When you get the message, act.
Sometimes, a gentle shift in perspective can illuminate new paths forward, helping you move through these feelings with patience, hope, and compassion.
