It seems like I just started writing Part 1 about this particular journey and now we are here on Part 4 already!
Reflecting on the past 4 weeks, I realise just how busy they have been with the implementation of everything which suddenly came into my physical reality. It’s quite trippy to be visualising and using the tools daily to bring about a result and then wake up one day and realise that you are actually living the dream…
It has all turned out so much better than expected as well…even better that I could imagine it. Many things which are on my slideshow – which you can access in a video here – have come to pass and then some things changed too. And this was part of the letting go and the surrendering. Even though my biggest desire was to have my son, his fiancé and my daughter with me in Mauritius, it is only my daughter which can join me. And in retrospect, I realised that I have not hugged her for 3 years as she resides in London and has not come home to South Africa for all this time. So we get to spend 10 days together. We are doing our PADI open water diver course and the excitement is huge! I did a tandem sky0dive for my 50th and am going to be celebrating my 60th under the sea with the magical world which resides there.
So here comes the part about ‘Enjoyment”
Yes, it is busy. Yes, there is still a lot to put in place for while I am away. I am truly grateful for the scheduling which can be done so that I can truly unplug and just have my first real holiday in 12 years. It fully landed a while back that I am truly now living the dream and I gave myself permission to just stop, breathe, savour and enjoy each task as it is already part of the trip. My trip actually started the day I said ‘YES’ to going, even though I had no cooking clue as to how it would or could possibly come about. And here we are…suitcases nearly ready and the last business and personal things are being put into place.
My Lesson?
Its totally ok to receive the miracles I have been working towards. Its even more ok to fully enjoy all of it too and live in the pure excitement, curiosity and wonder.
Bliss is real.
Alchemy is real.
And gratitude, inner work and consistency with the tools needed to bring it all about, is non-negotiable.