The journey of true alchemy continues as I am now on the second of a 4-part countdown!
What has become apparent to me is that the true work is the inner work. It is not for the faint-hearted and yet we all have the courage to do it. There is a saying which has this essence “You are never given more than you can handle at any time”. To be totally honest, there were times when I did not have money for food and I was sleeping in my car and I wondered if I did have the inner strength and fortitude to handle it. The thing I learned is that I under-value just how resilient and courageous I am. I also noticed that I did not believe enough in myself either. And so the challenging situations would turn up and test my inner resolve for how much I really did want my new life. I wanted it…a lot…so I kept going…one foot in front of the other.
How I did my inner work
It was through using the tools I was learning on the non-denominational Spiritual Directorship Program and implementing them no matter how much my sneaky Ego tried to sabotage me that created the miracles.
I knew with a certainty beyond understanding that all would be in place by the end of September 2024…and it was. I surrendered my life to God more and more as I grew in my spiritual discipline and courage.
I utilised:
- Meditation
- Fear Release
- Heart Expansion
- Heart Congruence
- Visualisation with the aid of an immersive slideshow
I will cover the first 2 points in this post and the following 3 together with the slideshow I will share in the next post.
1. Meditation
I did not take the same format every day and so I am not giving a specific technique here as there are so many variations. I found that mine would change as I evolved and for me the most important thing is to be still, giving myself permission and really allow myself the time and space to just BE. I focus on my breath to stay present. I let thoughts go and focus on the area of my heart centre. Having my eyes closed, doing the deep, slow breathing and staying in my heart centre lets my nervous system know that I am very safe. It is in this safety and stillness that the answers and solutions I am asking for, organically pop in. My next action steps are revealed and they do not have a linear format. Sometimes I am intuitively guided to take action on something and I wonder what it has to do with the end result. I trust and follow the guidance received and soon enough…voilá, it soon enough makes sense and i have a good giggle at myself each time for wondering how it will all fit together.
2. Fear Release
Dr Ricci-Jane Adams, CEO of the Institute for Intuitive Intelligence, developed a ground-breaking method for releasing subconscious fear. It helped me in the nights I lay awake in a cold sweat, wondering how I would honour this huge commitment I made – both to myself for up-levelling my life and to her and the Institute for the financial aspect of a world-first program of its kind with the levl of intuition and mentoring I was receiving. This 8.5 mintue audio helped me to release the subconscious fears and limiting beliefs that
I have recorded a version of it and you can access it here:
And even though so much has unfolded in the past couple of weeks and it has had time to settle and integrate, I carry on with the work as the expansion of possibilities is continually happening. Next level is here and then the next level arrives and so the upward spiral and outward expansion occur with ever-increasing ease and grace…
Next week we move to Part 3!
You are a true inspiration Sybille, and full of a generous spirit for sharing your knowledge and wisdom, thank you.